I feel like it has taken me a while to get here. Admitting to myself I finally need to move forward, and let go of the stupid things that have happened. My biggest realization is that I am not completely sane, and I needed to take a step back. So, what I am really saying is that I will no longer dwell on our conversations. Or how messed up things became, but admittedly I am not the only person to blame here. Reminders of what has happened are pretty constant, and really it isn't that big of a deal anyways. Reality is that I am done, I'm ready to forgive and move forward. Years to come I'll laugh at how stupid we've been. Can we move forward, learn from this and just regain some form of normality?