Goodbye December

I bid you farewell a day early, tomorrow I have a different kind of blog post planned, something I think is very importany, but you will have to wait till tomorrow to read it.

A festive month you have been, filled with fun, friends and family. Thank you Decemeber for being as wonderful as I hoped you would be. Granted you have thrown a few grey areas at me but nothing too damaging, and even those I am thankful for.

This month you have taught me forgiveness, and to let things go instead of allowing them to fill my thoughts, you've taught me to love, love whole heartedly and enjoy the little moments. I will never forget all you've given me this month. I feel confident about January, thank you for being good to me.

Goodbye December

Friday, 30 December 2016

Dear December

Dear December,

Finally you are here, the finale of 2016. Let the festivity begin, the decorations come out, the Buble blasting and the cheer, oh the cheer. I love this time of the year, potential snow (probably not) hot chocolate all the time, and the homemade stu - yes please! I am so excited, I get time off from sixth form, a gig to go to, Leeds with the girls, and Christmas! I even plan on having a festive theme on Instagram, I am really feeling the Christmas festivity!

See you on the other side, I'll probably be a stone heavier from amazing food and/or drunk out of my senses!

Dear December

Thursday, 1 December 2016

To November

To November,

I walk into you with high spirit, October has left me reeling with excitement, and I hope you will carry on to do so. It's now acceptable to bring out the Buble Christmas album, so my mornings will no doubt be more cheery. I'm hoping you will bring me sparks and explosions of happiness and goodness.
You are the penultimate month of twenty sixteen, a frightening yet warming thought. This time last year I started with aches and pains and this year? I begin with butterflies and smiles. I did rekindle my love for Sims this time last year too, which I still adore and plan on playing after I finish writing to you.
Last year I spoke of taking on any challenges you would throw at me, and this year? I think we will get along just fine. Over the years we grow and we are becoming more accustomed to one another, I'll take you step by step all whilst enjoying your company.

Until the thirtieth my friend.

To November

Tuesday, 1 November 2016

Dear October

Dear October,

A spooky hello to you! I'm excited for your arrival, as with you you bring colours of orange and brown, early dark nights and pumpkins. You bring my love for hoodies and hot chocolate, and the need to put my feet up and watch Hocus Pocus. A busy month, but a one I am more than happy to greet. Please don't fly away from under my feet so soon.
Autumn you greet me with, and I greet you with open arms. Ready together we shall make the best of this.

Dear October

Saturday, 1 October 2016

Adieu August

How glad I am to be leaving you behind. What a hell of a month, good days, really good days and a disaster night. Granted the latter has left me a nervous wreck which will probably haunt me for a while. My head's messed up a little, nerves everywhere but I will not let this ruin my September. I had one bad night, I can't cast that on everything that happened previously. I had good results day, I went to Edinburgh with the girls, I spent a lot of time with my lovely niece. I cannot complain too much, even if my feelings are like a pufferfish. I guess whatever has happened, there is a lesson to be learnt even if that lesson is currently unclear.

Adieu August!

Adieu August

Wednesday, 31 August 2016

Goodbye July

Goodbye July,

A month has practically passed in a flash. You came, I saw and we conquered. I witnessed some of the best moments in life with you, and maybe just maybe I will remember you in the long run. What an exciting adventure you've been, I've tackled demons and climbed emotional mountains. I've laughed and felt so much within your thirty-one days. You've been ever so good to me, thank you for this, I really needed it. I can only hope August will be at least half as good to me as you!

Bring on August!

Goodbye July

Sunday, 31 July 2016

Goodbye May

Another May gone,
A special month I think. It was last year this month I made this blog, and it was a good decision. Since I've found a place I can write whatever I want, somewhere to put my voice even if I'm the only one reading it.
This month has been tough nonetheless. I've shed tears and I've broken down, I've stressed for hours and lost myseld a little. But I also picked myself up, and moved forward. Haven't quite got the hang over being an emotional mess but I'm sure I'll find a way somehow.
Exams are almost over, giving the first one was definitely testing. I feel glad I only have one left, I'm depending on June to bring me some goodness for that.
A weird month definitely, but I don't think I'd change anything at least not much.
May has been a mixture of feelings, a balance between good and bad. Tears of stress and tears of god damn laughter. Thank you May, see you next year.

Goodbye May

Tuesday, 31 May 2016

Hello May

Hello May,
I am a little late in writing to you. I am welcoming you with open arms, this first week has been emotionally challenging but it's just obstacles testing my strength. You're wooshing exams my way, and my time is being heavily consumed but all that aside, I think you will be kind to me. You've brought along beautiful British weather, and I thank you and hope for you to keep it coming.
This month I aim to kick ass on the three exams I have this month, fourth is in June, and loose the right amount of weight and be happy. Happiness is my overall goal, not just for this month but every month.
I get the sense of that this month is going to be about me, I am going to be independent (if I like it or not!) and being completely selfish. I need to spend more time with myself, loving  myself and doing what is best for me.
This month, we are going to tag team and boss it!

Hello May

Saturday, 7 May 2016

Goodbye April

April. dear April,
What a surprise you've been. You've brought me happiness, tears, breakdowns' and snow. A nightmare if I ever had to recognise one awake. Granted you've had your moments like making me laugh at something that once made me cry, you've brought me the goodness of health. It has been a difficult month, a bit sketchy in places and damn right rude in others. A bit problematic but you've put me on the right path I suppose. You've been a lesson, I guess a tough cold one but hey I got through it!
I'm ready for you May, bring on the exams and whatever else you want to throw my way, after this month I feel invincible.

Goodbye April

Saturday, 30 April 2016

Hello March!

Well hello there, it feels like a long time eh March?
My favourite month of course, slightly biased due to it being my birth month! This month I will be 18. Justin's birthday is today and my high school English teachers. My Nanna's birthday is on the 5th, Mother's day on the 6th. Danny's and my gay's is on the 10th, and mine the 23rd, as well whose every it is on Facebook when I'm reminded.  Eventful month indeed. I aim for March to spend more time revising as well as writing at least one poem per day. I have channeling my inner poem quite a lot lately, last week especially.
I feel as though March is the month I need to get my shit together, I need to start being serious and just getting myself working properly.
I didn't do a Goodbye February due to the fantastic Leap Year. So well last month was a mess, like an actual emotional mess. Every seemed to go wrong for me, so this month is definitely in need of getting my act together.
March we are in this together, three months into the year and it's about time we come together and got ourselves sorted. So together we will stand and conquer.
March please be on my side.

Hello March!

Tuesday, 1 March 2016

Hello November

Meeting the first day of November has been calming, sweet and comfortable. Despite waking up with a headache today has been delightful. I feel relaxed and ready to take on any challenge that presents itself.
Admittedly I have spent the best part of eight hours (so far and today alone) playing on Sims 3, it got delivered yesterday and even yesterday I was on it for hours. So I'm gaming more now, I might video some sim footage who knows. I am enjoying the simulation world again I must say.
I shall be starting sixth form again (half term has went with a flash) nice and early and ready to work hard.
So November, please me good to me and I will be good to you.

Hello November

Sunday, 1 November 2015

Goodbye September

I feel as though September has been good to me, it has brought well needed change, new friendships, goals, opportunities and of course the beauty we call Autumn.
I greeted the last day of September gracefully, as Alice fell down the rabbit hole, I Lauren fell through the shortcut, it was quite the giggle.
I'm confident to say that September has made me hopeful, determine and sure that this year ahead of me in college will be a good one. The only downfall of septenevet is my found love of Chinese, so maybe October I will keep up my hard work ethic and figure a way to work just as hard on my body.

My September favourites;
- New black boots - Cute, Girlie and sensible!
- New College - A new step in my life, ready to embrace the change.
- A Writing Spark -  It seems I have found a love for this blog and writing daily.
- The season change - Misty mornings. Cuddle mood nights and beautiful Autumn days.
- Acquaintance - Since the change I'm meeting new people, talking to different people and I'm absorbing it all so well.

Goodbye September

Wednesday, 30 September 2015