Dear me,
I hate you, I hate you for so many reasons but I love you.
You cause such pain, emotional and physical. You're the worst person I know. You do nothing but judge me and point out my flaws, is there any need? I know what I'm like so why point it out every second you can.
You make me unhappy, you should smile more then maybe I will smile more.
You need to chill, stop worrying everything will be alright. Stop overthinking everything, seriously everything isn't as bad as you think and another thing stop over thinking, like bitch you're creating problems that weren't even there in the first place!
Yes you have problems, but so does everyone, stop thinking about your flaws no one cares, those around you love you for you, I tell you this but you don't believe me, you don't believe yourself.
Problems, you think of them all the time, it only messes with your feelings. Just think you haven't got all the problems in the world, you need to suck it up talk to someone and think of how lucky you really are! You are ungrateful, you take things for granted, you have amazing family and friends, and you need to concentrate on what makes you happy and what you love the most.
You fall for people you shouldn't, you've been standing in the background of a guys life for five years, five years of tears and being emotional, let go he loves her and you're not relevant to him. Move on, you will feel better once you do, I promise.
For the guy who got away, girl if you mattered to him he would have done something to prove it, you missed that chance? Girl be proud you stood by a rule; Chicks before dicks. You have to realise friends and family are more important.
Life is filled with negatives, but they aren't important you need to concentrate on the positive. Chill don't let shit get to you as easily, talk to friends about it, they really care.
Yes I push the negatives in your face like everybody else, but I do it because I love you. You're body fights the disease, they heal your wounds and keep your heart beating, you should love your body not hate it.
You're your own worst enemy, I am me, you're awkward, you have dreams you can fulfill them you have to stop fussing over little things because there is so much more you can be doing.
Stop hating you. Love yourself, love your body you are you, don't change a thing you can't change who you are, don't change instead embrace!
Sometimes life feels like hell, but trust me it could get be worse, after a storm there is sunshine, stay strong you, believe and dream big!
You need to love me, you're stuck with me forever, you need to learn to live with me happily.
I think you should really take your own advice, it may make everything easier.
Love from me, if I could be someone but be me giving a letter to myself of advice and tips this is it.
P.S Also never give up your passion for writing and food they're life!
I am the person I love and hate.
