Monday has arrived and today I'm taking you with me;
07:25 It's a little windy waiting for the bus, despite the harshness I'm not allowing the gusts take a blow on my positive attitude and hopes for the day! The bus arrived, my little ears are feeling the cold very much brrrrr.
09:05 Currently loading up a computer to check my timetable for the day, I just eat breakfast (a delicious bacon and sausage sandwich NOM) and now I'm ready to make this day a good one!
09:23 I have been looking at universities and again that nagging, dreading feeling is back. Thinking of the future and my capabilities, and if I'm good enough really plays on my mind a lot and to be fair it doesn't make me feel good. I want to succeed and go to university and I want to get the grades I need and most of be the best me I can and it starts today. I'm going to work my ass off I'm not having rerun of last year no way.
11:27 I just finished Media Studies which was wonderful as always, thought provoking and generally enjoyable. Due to absence of tutor I'm on a free and then lunch so I have my own time until half one which isn't bad at all. However, I don't really have much to do.
12:25 I have been reading articles and just catching up general things in the media from celebrity news to polotics and just the usual news and feeling informed and now I'm waiting on my friend so we can go out of college for lunch. Today is so far so good!
16:22 couple across from me can you not please. So I didn't go for lunch at half twelve I kind of wandered for a bit and decided to sit with some classmates from Media who I can gladly say are lovely and quite frankly I would like to hang out with them more. So I had Media Studies where I laughed a lot, my group we edited the footage we filmed last Friday. The content of the lesson was fun and afterwards realization hit me. I subconsciously do things I'm not supposed so, and well I think I'm soon in for a riot of feels which I'm going to try my best to prevent. I enjoyed English we were analysing texts in the anthology, I really enjoy these types of lessons the most. I'm currently on the bus home. I feel kind of deflated, I need to retreat to my room and revaluate things and of course play sims
17:29 Not long walked through the door of my house and I'm feeling crappy to be honest. Going to have a hot bubble bath, maybe do my hair to make an effort for tomorrow and spend the rest of my night curled up in blankets.
20:04 I've done everything that has been needed done now I'm having my Sim time. Creating the Sims in my favourite part I spend ages on tiny details I genuinely enjoy plus it's nice to have control. Also I can't help feeling a little lonely, especially with my predicament earlier. It's seems everyone has their own person and well here I am, I'm aware people date and meet people and experience things at different times in live but I can't help wondering when is it my turn?
22:22 I've pretty much just been playing Sims since I last checked in, I feel much better now I've had my daily dose of Sims. Also tonight might and more likely is the end of McBusted I have a lot to say about this so I'm going to be posting about it tomorrow!
Thank you for spending the day with my lovelies!
