I get this feeling
it bounces around inside
it never stays in one place
and each edge it hits it vibrates and stings.
It's like a knot
but only way bigger
kind of like one of elastic band balls
that you make when you're young
it starts off small but over time
it gradually gets bigger
it's exactly like that.
Starts when you're a child
and it stays with you for a while
hides in a draw for a few years
and resurfaces.