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If the sun didn't come up tomorrow would you miss it? Or would you carry out your day in darkness? The sun will come up tomorrow, it's a certainty. The one thing we can depend on, it will go down and it will come back up. Each day and each out. No matter what happens in the world, what feelings occur or danger lurks the sun will always be a certainty. Down it set and then rises up again, marking a brand new unpredictable day.

Certainty

Monday 14 November 2016

As I'm reflecting on how today went, I can't help but smile to myself. A volcano of tingles spreading up my body. A smile playing on my mind,  a memory I know I will cherish for months to come. A day thay has made up for a hell of a week. A day, a moment, a person worth waiting for. Little bursts of excitement overpower me as I finish and begin each sentence. My thoughts linger as my heart leaps wondering what will happen next. It's a slow process but right now, I wouldn't change it for the world. I believe today an understanding was made, a level has been reached and we are at the peak of what could be known as perfection. A good day for all I hope!

19th January

Wednesday 20 January 2016


Monday has arrived and today I'm taking you with me;

07:25 It's a little windy waiting for the bus, despite the harshness  I'm not allowing the gusts take a blow on my positive attitude and hopes for the day! The bus arrived, my little ears are feeling the cold very much brrrrr.

09:05 Currently loading up a computer to check my timetable for the day, I just eat breakfast (a delicious bacon and sausage sandwich NOM) and now I'm ready to make this day a good one!

09:23 I have been looking at universities and again that nagging, dreading feeling is back. Thinking of the future  and my capabilities, and if I'm good enough really plays on my mind a lot and to be fair it doesn't make me feel good. I want to succeed and go to university and I want to get the grades I need and most of be the best me I can and it starts today. I'm going to work my ass  off I'm not having rerun of last year no way.

11:27 I just finished Media Studies  which was wonderful as always, thought provoking  and generally enjoyable. Due to absence of tutor I'm on a  free and then lunch so I have my own time until half one which isn't bad at all. However, I don't really have much to do.

12:25 I have been reading articles and just catching up general things in the media from celebrity news to polotics and just the usual news and feeling informed and now I'm waiting on my friend so we can go out of college for lunch. Today is so far so good!

16:22 couple across from me can you not please. So I didn't go for lunch at half twelve I kind of wandered for a bit and decided to sit with some classmates from Media who I can gladly say are lovely and quite frankly I would like to hang out with  them more. So I had Media Studies where I laughed a lot, my group we edited the footage we filmed last Friday. The content of the lesson was fun and afterwards realization hit me. I subconsciously do things  I'm not supposed  so, and well  I think I'm soon in for a riot of feels which I'm going to try my best to prevent. I enjoyed English we were analysing texts in the anthology, I really enjoy these types of lessons the most. I'm currently on the bus home. I feel kind of deflated, I need to retreat to my room and revaluate things and of course play sims

17:29 Not long walked through the door of my house and I'm feeling crappy  to be honest. Going to have a hot bubble bath, maybe do my hair to make an effort for tomorrow and spend the rest of my night   curled up in blankets.

20:04 I've done everything that has been needed done now I'm having my Sim time. Creating the Sims in my favourite  part I spend ages on tiny details I genuinely enjoy plus it's nice to have control. Also I can't help feeling  a little lonely, especially with my predicament  earlier. It's seems everyone has their own person  and well here I am, I'm aware people date and meet people and experience  things at different times in live but I can't help wondering when is it my turn?

22:22 I've pretty much just been playing Sims since I last checked in, I feel much better now I've had my daily dose of Sims. Also tonight might and more likely is the end of McBusted I have a lot to say about this so I'm going to be posting about it tomorrow!

Thank you for spending the day with my lovelies!

Monday with Lauren

Monday 9 November 2015

So it started off reluctantly getting out of bed, drinking tea and toast getting ready grabbing my lunch and heading out of the door. Where I'm welcomed with not so warm weather. A short walk to the bus stop, boring bus journey of awkwardness. Chatting with friends whilst walking up to college, once in the building printing essay off and grabbing a Costa Hot chocolate and curren tly sat in tutorial at 09:05.
10:16 Just finished my first hour of Media, it has been good but it is kind of recap due to covering this particular topic in Film.
11:22 Just finished media and going into English.  Feeling rather ugh it seems the smallest of things are annoying me, like how one person's head always gets in the way or how that same person is annoying and that same person just naturally annoys me. Lets just say not feeling so happy, today is one of those days.
12:30 English was good, we annotated and analysised some texts which I always enjoy. Currenlyu waiting on one of my closest friends to have lunch. Also diet is going well I'm being very good and resisting temptation!
12:41 I let my anxious and nerves get the better of me so I'm sitting alone eating food outside of my classroom for the next lesson which isn't until half one. What a gripping life you so lead! However my next lessons is a room on the third floor. Not all bad I guess I've got time for some mindless self reflection.
14:40 First hour of Media is done,it is going really well. I'm excited to do my media work going to be doing Misc en Scene, very exciting!
16:48 the one where I was feeling like crap and then made to feel worse. They say strangers don't care how you look then why did I just get verbal abuse about my weight from strangers in a passing car. Thanks for that knock to my self esteem very much appreciated. Feeling like a bundle of mess, I got to my sister's boyfriends house to walk his dog after being shouted at and bawled my eyes out to myself in an empty house, because one of those days. Being told I'm going to die and that I'm fat is degrading because it was shouted as though I didn't know, like I don't know how much I weigh like he doesn't know how much I'm dieting and eager to loose weight. Like I could be home, stuffing my face no instead I'm walking up hills, watching what I eat and trying to loose weight. It's horrible how a stranger can just do that like they know nothing about that person instead they just insult without even thinking about the battle that person has with themselves.
18:01 Feeling a lot better. I've walked the puppy. Now just sitting on the floor as it plays, I'm currently listening to music whilst watching the Bosc waiting for my sister so I can grab my stuff for my interview tomorrow.
21:16 I've eat food, had a lovely bath and sorted everything out for my interview tomorrow. I'm feeling good, way better than I was feeling earlier. I shouldn't let mindless people get to me! I am going to have an early night so this is good bye, tomorrow is a new day and I shall make it a good one and give it my all at my very first interview, wish me luck!

Friday with Lauren

Friday 16 October 2015

It's just another manic Monday, I wish it were Sunday

I always associate this song with Mondays I don't really know why, until recently I would have agreed with most people hating on Mondays but it seems I have turned over a new leaf, and I can proudly say that Monday is my favorite day. I start sixth form a little later than most of my days, I also have all my subjects today which is good because I genuinely enjoy them all. Plus I have no doubles so there is no dragging my heels and everything is straight to the point. I have more or less done all my work outside of lessons, just a few tweaking here and there needing to be done but the main content is pretty much finished. Plus I do have two hours spare tomorrow to round everything up, proofread and you know the rest.
The vibes I am getting from today are positive, I feel good and well we all know the day is what you make of it. I'm enjoying the fact that all my lessons closely link, not only does it make my work load easier but if I am improving one subject then surely I am in the others. Despite the gloomy weather, blocked nose and shivering I plan on radiating happiness and as always give my all. I won't allow the weather nor the day of the week hold me down.

Manic Monday?

Monday 5 October 2015

So today has been quite busy, I had to wake up at half five (always an ugh!) to go to my sister's house and baby sit for a few hours. Only I felt travel sick so guess who had to get off several stops earlier and woke up a huge hill? I suppose on the bright side it didn't do me any harm, if anything it's good for me. So after baby sitting my wonderful niece, I met with my mother and her group (N.H.A.P) and we went to Sunderland so she could be interviewed and filmed about her group and the amazing work she does, it was aired on Made in Tyne and Wear! It was fun however I felt a little out of place being seventeen and the rest of the women there were a lot older but nonetheless I went to give my mother support and just be there for her. I did wander off at some point to talk to the guy in charge of Sunderland radio to discuss volunteering and he gave me some suggestions and what not and I am so pleased I hadn't passed on the opportunity to go! We did a bit of shopping afterwards too, new shoes for sixth form (YEYY) <3

BUSY DAY

Tuesday 8 September 2015

A little recap of my day, woken up with cuddles from my niece, lovely as always. We then met my brother in town, and the four us (me, niece, sister and brother) had breakfast then went to soft play. It was delightful, chasing a child around and through the soft play for over an hour felt like a full blown work out! Later we dropped my niece at her dads and we tidied my sisters house, by this time my brother went home. My sister prepared for her weekend away for her birthday. I tidied, we went to the shop. I got lucky and won a fiver on a scratch card, it isn't much but I think it's a sign of good weekend ahead. Fast forward, sister left with her boyfriend so I'm house/dog/cat/reptile sitting for the weekend. I tidied the whole house, now ready to chill. Just ordered Pizza (sinful to say at the least) Pal (dog) is chilling with me and we even have one of my favourite movies/musicals on Burlesque!! A good weekend is a must for me? I think Chicago is next after Burlesque!!

Perfect weekend?

Friday 28 August 2015

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