So I'm trapped in this flurry of light
Pause this please I need a moment
Oh what do you mean I cannot stop it?
Take your time and stand in line
Lights like this are harsh
I need to make my own decisions
Get away, get out all of you
How can I think with all this noise?
Tough? I'm stuck under this spotlight
Love yourself, and every inch of yourself
Inspire yourself and other
Keep your head held high
Even when things aren't going to plan
Selfish? No, it's just called looking after number one.
Up to this point this is what you've worked for
Never did you think you would survive to this point
It took time, tears and traumatic stress
Vigilance and determination
Every second has paid off
Ready for your next big ass adventure?
Stress doesn't stop here it just gets better
I believed in myself and I'm almost there
Time has been against me and backed me into covers
Yet here I am ready for the next part of my life
Can I go in today?
Oh look at free
LOL only been in an hour today
Let's just nap the teacher won't notice
Everyone else hasn't done it either
Go on I dare you, let's get drunk
Everyone here is either drunk or high?
School sucks
Can you hear the names?
Help me, no one can hear you
On it goes
Only it doesn't end when high school starts
Look, you will survive, there's always college
Can you hear the alcohol
Everyone laughing
Loving the atmosphere
Eating delicious food
Bringing friends together
Real love for one another
All around smiles
Togetherness
Everyone around one table
Saying how I feel isn't an easy thing
Everything I say comes out wrong
Not that I don't know what to say
Saying my feelings outloud come out differently
In my head it sounds much better
To be honest, I feel a lot
I feel and think way too much
Vast world of nonsense and tangled thoughts
Every second of every damn day