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-Catching up on the missed days-
So Monday, I decided on a lie in. I had no work to do so it was nice to wake up an hour later than usual. I went into Film Studies where we watched Shawshank Redemption, which I will do a review of soon. However, I did sob my heart out, it is a lovely film. Monday went quickly but I got everything I needed done and later stayed over at my sister's and spent time with my niece. So for once I actually had a decent Monday.
So Monday, I decided on a lie in. I had no work to do so it was nice to wake up an hour later than usual. I went into Film Studies where we watched Shawshank Redemption, which I will do a review of soon. However, I did sob my heart out, it is a lovely film. Monday went quickly but I got everything I needed done and later stayed over at my sister's and spent time with my niece. So for once I actually had a decent Monday.
Monday - Shawshank Redemption
Wednesday, 9 March 2016
Monday woke me up (not literally my dad did) and well I woke up tired, like every Monday. I usually feel reluctant to do anything, like eat or even walk but I made my way to college nonetheless. Due to my attempt of eating healthier I had breakfast biscuits, which were kind of dull. But on my journey I picked up chocolate, and well now in college I just bought a Cappuccino (with whole milk) and a double chocolate cookie. Healthy eating failed? Monday made me do it.
I'm hoping the caffeine will kick in and help me out a little, Monday stole my motivation. I have however been reading other blogs, I like reading what people have to say. It's fascinating seeing how others run their blogs, and how different they are to mine.
I am one of those people who will look into things too deeply (I'm not sure if this is a woman thing) but like I always think there has to be more to things than what meets the eye. Like when people recur in your dreams, or you have the most weird enjoyable dream possible, what makes this happen? Is it random or is it closely linked to you subconscious. I'm think way too much for a Monday.
Whatever goes wrong, or right today, whatever I do... Monday made me do it.
Monday made me do it
Monday, 8 February 2016
I have been quite moody today, I just feel it has been one problem after another. It's frustrating and well today I feel as though a black cloud has pretty much followed my every step today. This morning I felt good, positive but as the day progressed my mood regressed! I got my Mock results and I am pleased. I know where I need to improve so I shall be working on that. I have been having trouble with software but I got it sorted, and I'm more prepared for Media and Film. I am also considering making short films, for my blog and even maybe post on Youtube. I am pretty much a beginner with editing software but I will eventually get the hang of it. So maybe for a future project I can post video content, I suppose that would be cool and just something new to try!
I have been very college based lately and it saddens me I haven't had time to write properly, I know I write poems here and there but that isn't my main writing focus, but education is important. However in Febraury it is half term. I break a couple of days before Valentines day. I may even do a valentines week theme or something, who knows! But the week off means I will have more time for writing, and hopefully I can put more attention into these blog posts! Thank you as always, and I hope you had a much better Monday than I have!
I have been very college based lately and it saddens me I haven't had time to write properly, I know I write poems here and there but that isn't my main writing focus, but education is important. However in Febraury it is half term. I break a couple of days before Valentines day. I may even do a valentines week theme or something, who knows! But the week off means I will have more time for writing, and hopefully I can put more attention into these blog posts! Thank you as always, and I hope you had a much better Monday than I have!
Moody Monday
Monday, 25 January 2016
I usually hate Sundays', and I often wish there were three days to the weekend. One for socialising, one for homework and work stuff, and the other to calm down and release any stress you've had from the previous week. Admittedly today I have chilled, by chilled I mean play Sims for 8 enjoyable hours. It felt so good to sit back and relax, create people and homes and just be chilled! I am ready for college, tomorrow I shall take on my heavy work load and I shall conquer this week!
I get my mock results tomorrow, but it's okay whatever the outcome I will work on it and improve when and where I can.
I enjoy chilled Sundays, but I do need to organise my time much better! I'm keeping this one short and sweet!
I get my mock results tomorrow, but it's okay whatever the outcome I will work on it and improve when and where I can.
I enjoy chilled Sundays, but I do need to organise my time much better! I'm keeping this one short and sweet!
Sunday
Sunday, 24 January 2016
Monday's are as hollow as the abandoned cafe area around the nine twenty five marker. Thoughts are as heavy as the footsteps of the rushed students swarming to their classes. I'm buzzed, as buzzed as a medium latte can you make you first thing in the morning. I'm clueless, clueless as to think of the next line to tell you. My list of things to do is as long as the stairs that lead you to the separate floors. I'm feeling a little lost, lost like a new kid trying to find their way by a paper map. Monday's they are as indecisive as a student trying to choose their lunch. They're temperamental like a smart board on the blink. They can bring happiness like a friendly smile or they can bring sadness like teenage heartache. Monday's are sprung on us after a chilled weekend like a surprise mock exam. That's a Monday for you, a Monday like mine.
Monday's
Monday, 11 January 2016
I'm a little late with this, I shall post the hello December tomorrow!
My last day of November was amazing, I'm not going to lie it was the best day I've had in a long time! Mondays are naturally my favourite day, so I started my Monday off with making cute Christmas edits and eating a hella lot of Pineapple, which always makes me happy. I then had Film Studies, I'm always enthusiastic with Film. I got put into a group and together we have to make a trailer, and I am so excited. My group is good, we all get on and the ideas we all came up with together makes me feel hopeful for our production.
Even an hour long tutorial session was good, we talked about aids and well I definitely felt more educated afterwards. Lunch is where my luck picked up (literally) so I brought packed lunch and I went with my friend to get her lunch from the Deli. On the way back up to college I literally found a tenner on the road, it was soaked but still lucky. Naturally I look around which no one was around so I couldn't even ask if it belonged to someone, I did however half it with my friend because that's the rule, you have your findings with the person you're with. Lunch was good, I had my favourite sandwiches' and what not.
Media came along after lunch, it was a good lesson. I socialized and we were introduced to the coursework which I can't help but feel excited about. I was going to do film production for it but I decided that since I will be filming for my film coursework it is best to not over do it. I'm going to do a magazine, I'm pretty good with Photoshop plus I possibly want to go into magazine journalism so how could I not jump at this opportunity?
English came along, it was a feedback lesson where we got our initial assessments back. Naturally I was feeling nervous, especially since my recent talk with my tutor about improving my grades. I was shocked when I saw the grade on the front 'B+' I was over the moon, I mean on my last one I got a 'C' which I am proud of but this time I was pretty close to an A. I think it's generally because I'm stronger with creative writing and comparison than anything else. So getting feedback was good, and my teacher enjoyed what I had written. I was having doubts about my capabilities recently in English, but what I've learned is that I just need a little confidence, put the work in and things can only get better. After the lesson I was held back, which made me feel bad I was scared in case she was going to tell me she accidently graded me wrong. I was wrong, she wanted to tell me well done and that out of all the classes she teaches this subject to I got the highest out of all. I'm not boasting, really I was shocked. It felt good to just be doing better than I was, I'm improving and I have hope for this year. However, I am afraid I fall behind or I do crap in the next assessment. I need to maintain this level of work, and in order to do that I need to revise as much. My mocks are in January so I'm going to revise for them.
When I got home my parents were happy to hear my news, they even ordered take out (winning) of course my favourite Kebab Pizza but they even ordered with stuffed crust. I watched some movies and had a chilled night. For the last day of November I did pretty alright, also it was DOUGIE POYNTER'S BIRTHDAY!!
November was quite rocky overall, like a rollercoaster but it's an adventure. December? BRING IT ON!
My last day of November was amazing, I'm not going to lie it was the best day I've had in a long time! Mondays are naturally my favourite day, so I started my Monday off with making cute Christmas edits and eating a hella lot of Pineapple, which always makes me happy. I then had Film Studies, I'm always enthusiastic with Film. I got put into a group and together we have to make a trailer, and I am so excited. My group is good, we all get on and the ideas we all came up with together makes me feel hopeful for our production.
Even an hour long tutorial session was good, we talked about aids and well I definitely felt more educated afterwards. Lunch is where my luck picked up (literally) so I brought packed lunch and I went with my friend to get her lunch from the Deli. On the way back up to college I literally found a tenner on the road, it was soaked but still lucky. Naturally I look around which no one was around so I couldn't even ask if it belonged to someone, I did however half it with my friend because that's the rule, you have your findings with the person you're with. Lunch was good, I had my favourite sandwiches' and what not.
Media came along after lunch, it was a good lesson. I socialized and we were introduced to the coursework which I can't help but feel excited about. I was going to do film production for it but I decided that since I will be filming for my film coursework it is best to not over do it. I'm going to do a magazine, I'm pretty good with Photoshop plus I possibly want to go into magazine journalism so how could I not jump at this opportunity?
English came along, it was a feedback lesson where we got our initial assessments back. Naturally I was feeling nervous, especially since my recent talk with my tutor about improving my grades. I was shocked when I saw the grade on the front 'B+' I was over the moon, I mean on my last one I got a 'C' which I am proud of but this time I was pretty close to an A. I think it's generally because I'm stronger with creative writing and comparison than anything else. So getting feedback was good, and my teacher enjoyed what I had written. I was having doubts about my capabilities recently in English, but what I've learned is that I just need a little confidence, put the work in and things can only get better. After the lesson I was held back, which made me feel bad I was scared in case she was going to tell me she accidently graded me wrong. I was wrong, she wanted to tell me well done and that out of all the classes she teaches this subject to I got the highest out of all. I'm not boasting, really I was shocked. It felt good to just be doing better than I was, I'm improving and I have hope for this year. However, I am afraid I fall behind or I do crap in the next assessment. I need to maintain this level of work, and in order to do that I need to revise as much. My mocks are in January so I'm going to revise for them.
When I got home my parents were happy to hear my news, they even ordered take out (winning) of course my favourite Kebab Pizza but they even ordered with stuffed crust. I watched some movies and had a chilled night. For the last day of November I did pretty alright, also it was DOUGIE POYNTER'S BIRTHDAY!!
November was quite rocky overall, like a rollercoaster but it's an adventure. December? BRING IT ON!
Goodbye Novemeber
Tuesday, 1 December 2015
Monday has arrived and today I'm taking you with me;
07:25 It's a little windy waiting for the bus, despite the harshness I'm not allowing the gusts take a blow on my positive attitude and hopes for the day! The bus arrived, my little ears are feeling the cold very much brrrrr.
09:05 Currently loading up a computer to check my timetable for the day, I just eat breakfast (a delicious bacon and sausage sandwich NOM) and now I'm ready to make this day a good one!
09:23 I have been looking at universities and again that nagging, dreading feeling is back. Thinking of the future and my capabilities, and if I'm good enough really plays on my mind a lot and to be fair it doesn't make me feel good. I want to succeed and go to university and I want to get the grades I need and most of be the best me I can and it starts today. I'm going to work my ass off I'm not having rerun of last year no way.
11:27 I just finished Media Studies which was wonderful as always, thought provoking and generally enjoyable. Due to absence of tutor I'm on a free and then lunch so I have my own time until half one which isn't bad at all. However, I don't really have much to do.
12:25 I have been reading articles and just catching up general things in the media from celebrity news to polotics and just the usual news and feeling informed and now I'm waiting on my friend so we can go out of college for lunch. Today is so far so good!
16:22 couple across from me can you not please. So I didn't go for lunch at half twelve I kind of wandered for a bit and decided to sit with some classmates from Media who I can gladly say are lovely and quite frankly I would like to hang out with them more. So I had Media Studies where I laughed a lot, my group we edited the footage we filmed last Friday. The content of the lesson was fun and afterwards realization hit me. I subconsciously do things I'm not supposed so, and well I think I'm soon in for a riot of feels which I'm going to try my best to prevent. I enjoyed English we were analysing texts in the anthology, I really enjoy these types of lessons the most. I'm currently on the bus home. I feel kind of deflated, I need to retreat to my room and revaluate things and of course play sims
17:29 Not long walked through the door of my house and I'm feeling crappy to be honest. Going to have a hot bubble bath, maybe do my hair to make an effort for tomorrow and spend the rest of my night curled up in blankets.
20:04 I've done everything that has been needed done now I'm having my Sim time. Creating the Sims in my favourite part I spend ages on tiny details I genuinely enjoy plus it's nice to have control. Also I can't help feeling a little lonely, especially with my predicament earlier. It's seems everyone has their own person and well here I am, I'm aware people date and meet people and experience things at different times in live but I can't help wondering when is it my turn?
22:22 I've pretty much just been playing Sims since I last checked in, I feel much better now I've had my daily dose of Sims. Also tonight might and more likely is the end of McBusted I have a lot to say about this so I'm going to be posting about it tomorrow!
Thank you for spending the day with my lovelies!
Monday with Lauren
Monday, 9 November 2015
Monday has inched its way upon us. I'm usually quite welcoming of Monday but I guess this week not so much. I had to wake up extra early today so that is taking its toll on me. At the moment I feel tired, slightly hungry (I skipped breakfast oops) and well damn right not myself. Of course I won't allow this to effect my day and the effort I put into college. It seems I only have one week until half term, so that means I can recharge, and even do some writing.
I've been doing some self reflection (I have been doing this a lot lately) and I'm starting to see that perhaps most of my relationships (friendships) are one sided, I feel as though perhaps I am the only one giving, the only trying to maintain the relationship. I'm the one compromising, and where does it leave me? Sitting alone outside of a room on the third floor, if that isn't lonesome then I don't know what is. That aside, I do value all my relationships (again friendships) I like the people I talk to. I share particular things with each person and that's what our foundations are based upon.
I'm just wondering is it possible to become my own best friend? I strongly believe the only person you 100% depend on (even if you don't want to) is yourself. I'm in no hurry to end any friendships, but I'm also not going to brush this concerns under the carpet either.
I need to reevaluate situations, and alter things so I can (selfishly) get the most out of things. Do you want to know what my problem is? I expect too much, but what is too much about expecting the same kind of gratitude back for what I give. Surely that deserves something?
I've been doing some self reflection (I have been doing this a lot lately) and I'm starting to see that perhaps most of my relationships (friendships) are one sided, I feel as though perhaps I am the only one giving, the only trying to maintain the relationship. I'm the one compromising, and where does it leave me? Sitting alone outside of a room on the third floor, if that isn't lonesome then I don't know what is. That aside, I do value all my relationships (again friendships) I like the people I talk to. I share particular things with each person and that's what our foundations are based upon.
I'm just wondering is it possible to become my own best friend? I strongly believe the only person you 100% depend on (even if you don't want to) is yourself. I'm in no hurry to end any friendships, but I'm also not going to brush this concerns under the carpet either.
I need to reevaluate situations, and alter things so I can (selfishly) get the most out of things. Do you want to know what my problem is? I expect too much, but what is too much about expecting the same kind of gratitude back for what I give. Surely that deserves something?
Monday Moods
Monday, 19 October 2015
I've just realized so far I have managed to update my blog every day of October so far. This is like a record for me! I am currently in sixth form, it seems my lessons don't start until an hour and I did all my work yesterday so yes I actually have a free period (this word will forever make me cringe) to myself.
These cold mornings just won't do, I wanted to be imprisoned in my blanket this morning. However, I got up and thankfully my dad handed me a hot cup of tea which was more than helpful at warming me up. Today let's say my appearance is a little lacking (yes more than usual) so I've done the classical thing by applying some eyeliner on my waterline to make myself look and feel a little better, I say apply to my waterline because I don't know how to apply it elsewhere and those flick things just aren't me I guess. And when I say apply I mean flapping my hands around either because I've poked myself in the eye or since I haven't wore eye liner in a while I'm more than likely crying.
Today is my second day of dieting, I've started well with brown breaded toast! I'm feeling very determined for this diet, obviously I'm going to be doing work outs and things to further the weight loss. I'm going to do a weekly body check in, and keep track of everything. I bought my lunch this morning, sandwiches, water and a huge fruit salad box thing. I love fruit, pineapple's are my favourite.
I'm glad you guys can join me on this journey, the journey of my writing, my physical and mental health. Together we shall develop as human beings. If you are following or wanting to go on a body journey or weight loss thing, even though I am just starting out on this new diet I have a few tips. I have done diets in the past, which didn't go well. I used to go to gym regularly but with college exams it got busy. But I have picked up a few tips so far.
I will do a full blog post later in the week or maybe even next week about my whole body journey and things like my inspirations, my downfalls, my weight gain and what not.
I shall leave you with the first tip though;
Tip One; The most important part of your journey (if it be weight loss, or emotional or any kind of journey) is that you must begin it with a positive mindset and maintain that positive mindset. You are why you are on this journey and a little positivity (and determination) can take you a very long way.
These cold mornings just won't do, I wanted to be imprisoned in my blanket this morning. However, I got up and thankfully my dad handed me a hot cup of tea which was more than helpful at warming me up. Today let's say my appearance is a little lacking (yes more than usual) so I've done the classical thing by applying some eyeliner on my waterline to make myself look and feel a little better, I say apply to my waterline because I don't know how to apply it elsewhere and those flick things just aren't me I guess. And when I say apply I mean flapping my hands around either because I've poked myself in the eye or since I haven't wore eye liner in a while I'm more than likely crying.
Today is my second day of dieting, I've started well with brown breaded toast! I'm feeling very determined for this diet, obviously I'm going to be doing work outs and things to further the weight loss. I'm going to do a weekly body check in, and keep track of everything. I bought my lunch this morning, sandwiches, water and a huge fruit salad box thing. I love fruit, pineapple's are my favourite.
I'm glad you guys can join me on this journey, the journey of my writing, my physical and mental health. Together we shall develop as human beings. If you are following or wanting to go on a body journey or weight loss thing, even though I am just starting out on this new diet I have a few tips. I have done diets in the past, which didn't go well. I used to go to gym regularly but with college exams it got busy. But I have picked up a few tips so far.
I will do a full blog post later in the week or maybe even next week about my whole body journey and things like my inspirations, my downfalls, my weight gain and what not.
I shall leave you with the first tip though;
Tip One; The most important part of your journey (if it be weight loss, or emotional or any kind of journey) is that you must begin it with a positive mindset and maintain that positive mindset. You are why you are on this journey and a little positivity (and determination) can take you a very long way.
Monday Talk
Monday, 12 October 2015
It's just another manic Monday, I wish it were Sunday
I always associate this song with Mondays I don't really know why, until recently I would have agreed with most people hating on Mondays but it seems I have turned over a new leaf, and I can proudly say that Monday is my favorite day. I start sixth form a little later than most of my days, I also have all my subjects today which is good because I genuinely enjoy them all. Plus I have no doubles so there is no dragging my heels and everything is straight to the point. I have more or less done all my work outside of lessons, just a few tweaking here and there needing to be done but the main content is pretty much finished. Plus I do have two hours spare tomorrow to round everything up, proofread and you know the rest.
The vibes I am getting from today are positive, I feel good and well we all know the day is what you make of it. I'm enjoying the fact that all my lessons closely link, not only does it make my work load easier but if I am improving one subject then surely I am in the others. Despite the gloomy weather, blocked nose and shivering I plan on radiating happiness and as always give my all. I won't allow the weather nor the day of the week hold me down.
Manic Monday?
Monday, 5 October 2015
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