this darkness

There is this darkness
this darkness always sticks
even when you think it's gone
it never really is.

This darkness is taunting
the emotions it leaves is haunting
it comes without a warning
but it sure reminds you it's staying.

It scares me; this darkness
it restricts my bones
paralysis my brain
makes all skies grey.

this darkness

Friday, 2 September 2016

Darkness

Despite all chances the light ripped through the forest

Have you ever been trapped by darkness, emotional darkness. It's contagious, once you feel is once it tends to stay a little while.  Sometimes it feels like a virus; you're stuck with it for life... It is sometimes camouflaged, hiding in the back of your mind ready to be flagged up at any given time.

The darkness can be overpowering, it can weaken us until we feel like we are nothing, nothing but a waste of space and time.  It's like a constant cloud within you,
 

You feel like you're falling, falling further and further into nothingness. You feel trapped, uneasy and unable of a single spec of happiness. You believe it will last forever, but you are wrong. It won't last forever, it simply can't. You have to be strong, don't let that darkness drive you. The light will become evident, even if it's just a spark, a singular spark in the darkness. You  better grasp it with both hands, and let it fill you. Soon enough there will be more than just a sparking splitting your darkness in two.

Darkness

Thursday, 28 May 2015