It's Sad

It's sad when you give your everything and all you get in return is hurt and loneliness. It's sad when it turns out you're the only one committed. It's even more sad when this isn't even the first time, nor the second. It gets frighteningly worrying each time, is it me? Am I too much? Am I not good enough? String me along and then push me off the edge, there's only so many edges I can be pushed over. Surely if this is happening time and time again it must mean I'm the problem? Maybe it's time to pack it in. Stop searching and just carry on, stop caring and just be wholeheartedly selfish. That way I'll only ever have to depend on myself for happiness and not those who want to be temporary.  I created a quote and it applies now more than ever; I don't need to find the love of my life; I need to find my love for life!